Not ready yet
(Summary) This person was not yet ready to take responsibility for a new family situation and preferably wanted to run away from it.Try to let go of the past little by little and think of all the benefits which a future all together can give.
The fool says that you can feel carefree about it all and that you can go along with the flow. Just try to be positive and have blind confidence despite that it not seems like it, you later on maybe experience that it was not as bad as you thought.